The difficulty in being an outspoken 'christian' in this world of hypocrites, money mongers, Tv Evang, and well all the rest can be difficult and trying.
The levels I find my self treading on makes me feel inconsistent and untrained. hmm.
Maybe not untrained.
Maybe lazy?
Ouch.
I just hurt myself. Lazy. Prideful.
Double ouch.
I am, at times, surrounded with opportunities to speak the truth or shut my mouth. And ALOT of times I shut my mouth. Even though I feel that maybe God is saying... "SPEAK". And I am praying . "God help me be still". HA. Isn't that just the way of a typical hypocrite? Doing the EXACT opposite of what GOD said! And yet I sit here today with 30 minutes before I HAVE to get ready to leave. (Yes I scream Blog addict) Anyway, going over in my head, in my spirit...
Are YOU, Laura Beadle, THAT lazy? Are you so shallow that you don't want to live in the fullness of what God has in story for your life.
And when I think that...
AND immediately say..
"Oh You must be talking about ________. SURELY I AM doing what I am suppose to do!!"
HAA
I am AND able to be called A daughter of the Most High, a joint heir, chosen, a new creation who is dearly loved and adored, with a plan and will that was written and formed before the creation of all things.
And instead I act like....a fox. a slug. a weasel. WHY? Because I am a human being that fights change every step of the way?!? YUP. Because pride makes me want to "have it MY way".
OH YEAH. And so I have to think crazy,weird, wacko, abnormally.... LOVE.. give... pray...hope..and have faith. Because I am one of God's living stones, being built up in Christ. And it takes time. I am being chiseled and refined and molded into a perfect stone. That means I am a work in progress.
How long will it take us to accept that? How long will we sit and let others around us do all the 'dirty' work? When will we step up and be who we are, REALLY?
You are a son or daughter of the MOST HIGH!
Maybe we should start acting like it. (not a slap an encouragement for me.. and anyone who wants it)
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I'll take that encouragement. Thanks!
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