Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Draft of "the box"

You think I am here for you pleasure

That I have nothing better

Keeping me like a treasure

Always in your shadow



What can I say that can make you think different

The more I struggle the more your conflict

There is nothing worse than being stepped over

Pushed over and shoved down

Into the hole of control and demand

Always given by your hand



There is more to me than you can stand

You think you have the upper hand

So I sit and wait for the time

For release from the box and your demand



The box is cracking

The box is flimsy

It can't stand the pressure of who I am becoming

The box is failing

The box is more

Empty than you know



Time is only a gift

That grows from the shift

Of power you think you have

Time is all I need to prove

Your shadow is quite meek

And it is fading beyond the heart you think you keep




Safe in the box

That is flimsy and cracked

What more can I do

To show you....



It no longer is



The containment of your control

You no longer have your hold

I am free to light my path

And content to show you that I am free



Free from the box

That can't hold anything but your cost

The cost of control is to prove

You never really had it


And you have lost

What a precious treasure

No longer here for your pleasure


Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Peace.

calmer than the sky
far away so blue
land of living God
grant your peace on earth
we can feel you move and cannot stay the same
the winds are blowing strong
God of heaven come

breathe peace
breathe your peace on us
so we might breathe you deep

breathe peace
breathe your peace on us
land of the living God

if we are in the way
move us to the side
God forgive our wrongs
rest your hands on us
all the world is yours
let us not forget
it was you who bore the cross
God of comfort breathe

breathe peace
breathe your peace on us
so we might breathe you deep

breathe peace
breathe your peace on us
land of the living God



If there is anything that I think I need right now it would be peace. I am so reved up and so tired that I don't know what to do with myself. It is a wonderful feeling and scary. I love that God has me here. And I love the feeling of Him right there. His warm hand on my back. And I don't want to leave it. I truly feel comfort. And I would like to say there is no anxiousness but there is. I am.
For whatever reason. And I can't quite pinpoint why or where. I just want to continue receiving OVERWHELMING peace.

Spiritual Correlation in every day living

I remember what my mom told me. When you have to clean your room and it is a total disaster. Start in the corner and work your way out. ...